Sunday, July 19, 2015

Dear God

Forgive me father for walking away
I pray in this most difficult time for your strenght & wisdom
To allow your grace to heal me & light to guide me 
Father I feel so forsaken and alone 
Please place your healing hands on me
Please let my family & his family bear no pain from our mistake
Please let our pet bear no memory of this hurt 
Amen

How odd

How odd this day I made 2 calls
For I cared enough to make it best
Only to trigger anger & disdain 

How odd he choose hurtful words to speak & type
With disregard for consequence or my care

By now i should see the truth; of how this man he truly feels
Hollow & dark deep inside that beating heart

How odd I choose to still cling on; to nothing more than broken truth
There is none more healing than god's grace and perhaps to move away

Saturday, November 24, 2012

My Dad's Seiko Watch

My dad has always loved watches; probably because those that he loves & cares about love watches too.

It was sometime around Sep / Oct 2011 and a girl already purchased a watch as a birthday & 'sorry for watch being lost at her house' present for a birthday boy. But this was probably a watch that the birthday boy deemed too cheap. The girl had also brought the guy for an expensive dinner. And so he decided to ask the girl for a watch that was valued SGD$3000+. The girl tried to explain that the value of the watch was too high. And besides, she has never gotten for herself something so expensive before (property & car aside). But the boy insisted that he had partially paid for her bag - a bag which she was told to carry as it would bring about more class. They argued and it lasted for days... this was a memory the boy choose to give the girl on the very first birthday celebration they had together. Perhaps he had forgotten... he had dissapeared on her days ago & told a lie to cover up his whereabouts. And the boy knew... how stressed the girl was over her dad's stroke & medical expenses. All he cared in the world was the watch he so longed to have on his wrist. Eventually, the girl forgave the boy & the story of the watch was soon forgotten.

Today, the girl bought a SGD$120 watch for her father. And the father was beaming with joy & tears welled up in her eyes. This gift is so worth it & she would do anything in the world to continue to bring a smile only to those who are worth it.