Dear God

Forgive me father for walking away

I pray in this most difficult time for your strenght & wisdom

To allow your grace to heal me & light to guide me 

Father I feel so forsaken and alone 

Please place your healing hands on me

Please let my family & his family bear no pain from our mistake

Please let our pet bear no memory of this hurt 

Amen

How odd

How odd this day I made 2 calls

For I cared enough to make it best

Only to trigger anger & disdain 

How odd he choose hurtful words to speak & type

With disregard for consequence or my care

By now i should see the truth; of how this man he truly feels

Hollow & dark deep inside that beating heart

How odd I choose to still cling on; to nothing more than broken truth

There is none more healing than god's grace and perhaps to move away